Post by Arkile Sernagova on Feb 14, 2007 12:05:26 GMT -5
Memories. What a pain they were to deal with. Arkile had passed out in the center because of them. She remembered too much at once. Even though she fainted, she remembered Amadeus' voice in her head. Telling her she didn't need to remember, that she just had to listen to his voice and think about what she already knew. Arkile did that and her memories from her previous life just slipped into her head, so much more easily than when she had been trying to make sense of them.
That would come once they were all settled. How long she was out for, she didn't know. When she awoke, however, at first she was confused as to where she was. Her old memories briefly lapsing her freshest ones. Then it registered that she was in the lycan caves on the Isle Nocturna. She sat up slowly, brushing blonde hair from her eyes which was plastered to her cheeks. She was sweating, probably from regaining memories. Her blue eyes scanned the room, but there was something different about these eyes. They weren't as bright and cheerful as before.
These eyes were icy cold and pale. They were no longer darkened by joy, but washed out by stress. Distanced from the world. They were hardened by many lies and many kills. Ones she made and ones others made before her. They were shallow, but with false bottoms for they truly held much more wisdom than Arkile cared to have. As they moved, they rested upon Amadeus' figure in the chair beside her bed. She raised an eyebrow and for a moment her eyes flickered back to their previous glory, but then it was gone. The thought that he was a lycan and she was not home surfaced in her mind.
Her first thought was returning to her people. Yet her body didn't move to get out of bed. Her eyes didn't stray from the handsome form of the man. She forced herself to slip out from under the covers and onto the floor. Amad was sleeping. She drew close to him and leaned down, gently and swiftly placing the lightest of kisses on his forehead. It was the last selfish thing she'd ever do. After that it would always be about her people and her people alone. She had to protect them. Only get close to those who would not harm her people, who would not try to seize power from her.
She had returned to the cold hearted vampiress she had been from the moment she saw her mother's dead form. The empty shell of a being which she had drifted through life as until her death.
Arkile walked to her closet and changed into the only dress she could find, a dark red gown - probably what she was buried in. She looked in the mirror and frowned at how short her hair was now and how curly. She straightened it the best she could and then, fed up, yanked it back into a tight braid like she always wore her hair before. She was prepared to leave, but instead she sank onto the edge of the bed, immediately readjusting her posture so she was sitting properly, like a queen should. She at least had to stay long enough to explain to Amad... maybe... longer... not much though.
She had to get back to her people. She had to take back her responsibilty. It was like... the moment she got her memory back, that was all she knew how to do. Be a queen. Protect her people. Sacrafice her own happiness for that of others. To continue the reigning legend that was her mother. She was not Arkile Marovich - though deep down she liked the ring of that, consciously she didn't realize it.
She was Arkile Sernagova.
That would come once they were all settled. How long she was out for, she didn't know. When she awoke, however, at first she was confused as to where she was. Her old memories briefly lapsing her freshest ones. Then it registered that she was in the lycan caves on the Isle Nocturna. She sat up slowly, brushing blonde hair from her eyes which was plastered to her cheeks. She was sweating, probably from regaining memories. Her blue eyes scanned the room, but there was something different about these eyes. They weren't as bright and cheerful as before.
These eyes were icy cold and pale. They were no longer darkened by joy, but washed out by stress. Distanced from the world. They were hardened by many lies and many kills. Ones she made and ones others made before her. They were shallow, but with false bottoms for they truly held much more wisdom than Arkile cared to have. As they moved, they rested upon Amadeus' figure in the chair beside her bed. She raised an eyebrow and for a moment her eyes flickered back to their previous glory, but then it was gone. The thought that he was a lycan and she was not home surfaced in her mind.
Her first thought was returning to her people. Yet her body didn't move to get out of bed. Her eyes didn't stray from the handsome form of the man. She forced herself to slip out from under the covers and onto the floor. Amad was sleeping. She drew close to him and leaned down, gently and swiftly placing the lightest of kisses on his forehead. It was the last selfish thing she'd ever do. After that it would always be about her people and her people alone. She had to protect them. Only get close to those who would not harm her people, who would not try to seize power from her.
She had returned to the cold hearted vampiress she had been from the moment she saw her mother's dead form. The empty shell of a being which she had drifted through life as until her death.
Arkile walked to her closet and changed into the only dress she could find, a dark red gown - probably what she was buried in. She looked in the mirror and frowned at how short her hair was now and how curly. She straightened it the best she could and then, fed up, yanked it back into a tight braid like she always wore her hair before. She was prepared to leave, but instead she sank onto the edge of the bed, immediately readjusting her posture so she was sitting properly, like a queen should. She at least had to stay long enough to explain to Amad... maybe... longer... not much though.
She had to get back to her people. She had to take back her responsibilty. It was like... the moment she got her memory back, that was all she knew how to do. Be a queen. Protect her people. Sacrafice her own happiness for that of others. To continue the reigning legend that was her mother. She was not Arkile Marovich - though deep down she liked the ring of that, consciously she didn't realize it.
She was Arkile Sernagova.